joi, 27 noiembrie 2008

No More Braces YAY


It's been over 3 and a half years of tortured teeth, finally those tweezers which brought me so much pain ended my torment with more pain. Finally I can smile, I haven't seen those teeth since 2005 autumn, I believe this is a great achievement for I feel better but I can't get used to my new image:)
It's weird, really weird.
But I am satisfied, now to finish my treatment for a perfect simle:D

duminică, 16 noiembrie 2008

Announcement


I shall post most of my poetry since I was 13... I like most of them but some may seem exagerated ...it's up to you to decide

Confrontation


This friday I found out about a scolarship for a year of study in GB in the independent schools throughout the UK several in Wales, Scotland and one in the Isle of Man "Some are schools mainly for boarding pupils. Other schools have both boarding pupils and day pupils. Scholarship students from Central and Eastern Europe are normally offered places as boarding pupils."
They have many rules such as you must enter the house at max 10.30 which for me may seem reasonable but I am not a geek, this won't be too much fun, so I have to adapt, but what if i can't adapt to my own school upon arrival, I will also be in my terminal year (12th grade) so I belive + i can't celebrate my 18th birthday at home with my friends, I will miss my boyfriend and my parents, I will miss the usual trip to Vatra Dornei on the 1st of December, also the day of the celebration of a 3 year long relationship, which would be painful to miss...plus that the free time I have at home won't compare to the busy schedule over there these are only a part of the downs I consider. I belive that such a scolarship would give a plus to my CV and would give me more oportuneties for a better job, I belive in myself that I can adapt but i'm not quite as sociable as expected, I do not consider everybody my friend I have my rules and judgement about how a person should be but if you get to know me, I am a very nice person and always open to knowing new people with interests as same as mine... This would improve my social skill, another plus would be the 5 subject schedule and + musical and dramatic activities would interest me... I would like to live such an unforgetable experience but what should be done.
This is the Fight with myself !
Any Suggestions?